Thursday, October 13, 2011

The Road I've Taken


If u feel lost and far from home..
The only way to regain your strength is to return, though for awhile...

That's what i did since in medical school, can't believe i'm doing it again now after 2 years working as a doctor. But i'm happy to be at home again, even for few hours - to see the familiar and beloved faces, sleep on my bed, eat home food, shopping in your hometown areas. I suppose the familiarity and comforts i've gained here made me so homesick whenever i'm away from home. But i've got to sacrifice this luxury if i wanna so much to be an anaesthetist... I need to train myself to be independent and build my self esteem in new place, maybe i can focus more as being away from home. Sometimes when i'm in my low spirit, i thought of quit and left this medical profession. But after refreshing my memory in Golan Height 2 years back in Syria from a documentary in television this morning, i know that i'm on the right track. I need to continue this journey of mine to become a beneficial and competent relief worker for the suffering ummah, no matter where they are, that's my purpose of becoming a doctor in da first place. May Allah grant me with patient and persistence...ameen

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