It has been a while since I jot down in this blog – almost 2
years already. Many things happened past
2 years: got job transfer near to my family, got married, getting pregnant and
now I’m already becoming a mother.
Alhamdulillah ala kulli hal…. Thanks to Allah for all the
good things that happened in my life.
This year Ramadhan is special for me as I choose not to work
even though I get no salary. Because I’d like to concentrate on ibadah while
handling my baby girl as I’m still breastfeeding.
So far I can say that my baby is not a high demanding type
but not an easy type too. We managed to attend Being Me conference held in PICC last june and she slept throughout the morning sessions in the mothers’
room despite all the havocs and crying of other little kids.
Though I can’t attend all the sessions, but I managed to
write down one interesting talk regarding 2 types of heart of human being:
1. White Heart (Qalb Saliim)
This kind of heart is not affected by
hardship and tribulations. It is filled with taqwa and sabr. The purer the
heart, the easier once to obey Allah swt. In achieving this heart, we need to
polish our hearts by making regular taubah.
Only in the Zikr of Allah will your heart find peace [Quran 13:28]
2.
Black Heart
In contrary, this is the kind of heart disobey Allah’s orders…Naudzubillah
May
this Holy Ramadhan blessed us with hearts which are filled with Ibadah,
Istiqamah and Steadfastness….so that we will obtained the obedience toward our only
Creator: Allah swt
